skipped history this morning
went shopping with sabrina but only for about an hour or so. she was in pain :-/
i ended up getting shorts and a shirt, still gotta get shoes.
must start running...

i think im overreacting...im going to promise myself never to make these judgements over instant messages. its silly how much IM has become so intergrated into our lives. yet IM has got to be one of the worst forms of social communication. there is no real way of conveying tone and emotion, besides the use of emoticons but truly if your pissed off at some1 would you really take the time to make these ridiculous faces in an attempt to convey your rage? its alot easier to just close the window; out of sight out of mind. geez there is even a new study out of carnegie mellon university that says the internet makes people mentally unstable. now you know why im the way i am....im online 24/7.

im kinda down now, sleep will help. west oaks tomorrow :-)

WTF? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... i wish i could just say forget it. forget everything, forget i ever knew you. but then that would be pointless cause you've already forgotten. all i have ever wanted was respect to feel that i was worthy of more then a 'hi' 'or a 'bye' yet at times you dont even offer me that. i dont ask to be your universe, nor for you to be mine. i am left hurt, depleted and i have a feeling you have no idea. *sigh*

i cant believe abc cancelled politically incorrect, loved that show.
now im stuck with letterman, leno, or koppel.

should i go pick up my brother from camp or should i go paintballing, this saturday?

bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored

went to the buddha camp review meeting today discussed a whole bunch of stuff, next year will be awesome! unfortunately we dont have enough prospective male counselors for next year hmmm.... :-/ oh well. i wonder whos gonna be the counselor coordinator next year wendy wants to be photographer, i prefer campers, other ppl, well lets just say a certain other person, just has too thick of a head. we will see...i think alan will be back one way or the other.

stupid history paper to write it has to be at least 5 pages per topic minimum two topics thats 10 freaking pages. the topics are soooo boring, its like we're writting a textbook. juss regargitate the lectures no need to think. which is good in a way easier to cut and paste, but these types of papers have no educational value wat so ever. any dumbass can juss spew out information you dont even need to goto class you can find it all on the web. well i guess this is what you get for a no-brainer class at your local community college. im not complaining, really im not!

some ppl are juss crappy friends

hmmm...stuff i need/want for my dorm
1. 9x6 carpet.....................$25
2. track lighting..................$50
3. lava lamp.......................$30
4. new sheet set................$20
5. pillow top mattress pad....$35
6. new towel set.................$10
7. shower caddy.................$5
8. misc junk.......................$25
CASH donations will be greatly appreciated :-)

i think im just gonna stick with YLC and buddha camp

CYC is tomorrow and again im not going cuz well im too freaking old :( I really wanna go back, even though at times the counseling team seems to be just puppets of the adults, but summers just arent the same without CYC. Sure there is buddha camp and YLC but there was always sumthing about CYC that made it special. Maybe it was cuz CYC was juss longer and you had more time to be with your friends or maybe it been so much part of my summers that its hard to let go. Anyhow i miss going, i miss having campers for a week and getting to know each one of them. I wanna go back and i had this mater plan I've given this some real thought and well it seemed like a good idea at first but now i dont knoe. The idea was to introduce a class at CYC that focused on the asian-american identity. CYC has primarily focuses on asian culture which is all good dont get me wrong but i thought it would have been a benefit to introduce contemproary asian-american issues to the campers in addition to culture. I have gone as far as to think of a way to appraoch such a workshop which would most likely involve both large and small group discussions. But it has been brought to my attention that any class that doesn't involve consistent physical activity or contains a need for too much thought tends to bore people into falling asleep. The truth to the matter is If such an idea were to become a reality, apathy will be its greatest obstacle.