i have to be up in about 4 hours but i cant fall asleep. i keep wondering what this year is gonna be like. i was excited just 2 weeks ago about going back but i have realized that this semseter a lot of the people i use to hang around arent gonna be on campus ne more :( it bothers me that i might be left out. i guess ill have to find a new niche of sorts but unfortunately one of the problems with going to such a large university is that many times people already have there close circle of friends and arent as willing to open the doors and invite new people in. i just wish for a sense of belonging as corny as that might sound.