ARGHH...i just hate my life sooo much sometimes, it seems recently im just running into some really terrible luck. NOTHING seems to be going the way i want it to, im PISSED OFF and im not even sure if its even worth being pissed about. it feels as if god is some how plotting against me and im not even sure what ive done to deserve this. chances are its really juss the paranoia building up in my head. i juss need a good friend to talk to but well people are busy. most of my friends here i dont really know that well and i have a hard time getting to know them better cuz, be told, they arent much sharers themselves. its alot easier to open up to others if they also open up to you. i know im overreacting i need some time to think things out, but thats the problem i either have too much time and i over think or i dont have enough and things just jumble up.