so i got myself into a bit of trouble last nite. im not even sure whats going to happen now, its a weekend so whatevers gonna happen isnt gonna happen till next week. i just wish i had been more careful, i really dont have ne1 else to blame but myself but im just thinking there were just so many ways that this could have been avoided. i hate how i got other people involved too. now i dont know what to do; i just keep thinking about it and well it doesnt really help to think about something when you cant fix it or make it better. waiting....