another weekend gone by another chinese test to come. i havent been in a really good mood lately, its the same thing that always bogs me down, no its not about what happened last weekend, its about what happens every weekend. ive written about it in past entires, though not recently, it just bothers me, it bothers me alot, its a bit of paranoia,a and a bit of confusion mixed in with certain realities. i would share this lil quandry with more people but im afraid they wouldn't understand. neways, i might be going home this weekend i havent been back home since classes started havent really had time nor the will to drive all the way back but i really should go back this weekend though it seems that im gonna have a cloud of too much homework and studying over my head. if i dont go home this weekend it wont be till the end of october before i get a another chance.