its been a roller coaster of a week. i think im sometimes mildly bipolar. neways ive decided to go home this weekend it doesnt seem i have any other time, i'll probably be back by saturday night. feels like i have so much homework and there is yet another chinese test monday. i kinda wanna stay here and goto the ABSA volunteering thing but i need to go back to get my sleeping bag for the camping trip next weekend. its not like i do much on weekends neways, weekends here for me seems like a challenge at times, yet i look forward every week for the weekend so as to maybe defeat this challenege. i wanna have fun on weekends not juss sit behind a desk doing chinese homework, arghhh, i hate that class soooooo much now. like i said, this week has really been crazy the emotional ups and downs have taken its toll im tired, depleted. i need to juss vent to someone but there arent many ppl here that are good listeners.